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Friendships – Week 1 – Pt. 1

Welcome to a New Chapter in the CREATRIX School

In this chapter, we are going to focus on the friendships in our lives and how we can make new friends, in any phase of our lives, and how we can grow and also heal with with our friends.

And we will start this chapter by asking ourselves some questions to find out where we are and where we would like to go in terms of friendships and true connection.

Discover how the Colour Orange can help you to Learn and Teach to Grow in Life

The Colour Orange – Learning, Experiencing & Teaching

Whenever we choose to live and learn, we thrive in life. Whenever we see an obstacle and choose to overcome it, we open up to new possibilities for ourselves.

It’s a bit like climbing up a mountain: the higher you get, or the more knowledge and experiences you gather, the more you can see and understand how things are connected and what the bigger picture looks like.

Orange helps you to keep climbing and experiencing and loving your experience, as you begin to understand that expansion is your destiny.

INTEGRATION – Week 3 – Pt. 1

How inner peace can help us to sleep well

In this lesson we look at what we can do to find inner peace, hope for our future and our lives and influence the world in positive ways – so we know we’re doing our best and can sleep well.

Inner Child Archetypes and How They can Support Your Healing Journey

Meet the eight Inner Child Archetypes and find out how to work with them. They are the Magical/Innocent Child, the Curious Child, the Dependent Child, the Nature Child, the Divine Child, the Wounded Child, & the Orphan Child.

Join a CREATRIX Crew – your new Magical Support Team

Would you like to experience some real magical or even miraculous support? And what is one thing, that if you changed it right now, would make all parts of your life better? A new career, or growing your current business? More exercise? Moving somewhere else? A...

Why You Are Perfect Just the Way You Are

You Are Perfect ❤️

What is the first thing that comes to your mind, when you hear that you are perfect?
That you’re not perfect?

That you couldn’t be perfect because you made this mistake or didn’t do something like you were supposed to?

That you couldn’t be perfect because there was a time when you disappointed or hurt someone?

What if I told you that none of that mattered and that you are perfect, no matter what you do?

What if I shared with you that we are each perfect, exactly the way we are, simply because we exist?

🌈 You have the power to create your reality.

News

What does it mean to live as a qu_ing or CREATRIX? What can we do to fully become who we are meant to be?
How can we live our lives joyfully, confidently, generously? ❤️

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The Colours of YOUR Life

The Wheel of Colours can help you to get to know and understand yourself better – and to live an enlightened life.
You can order your personal and unique Wheel of Colours from me – and I also wrote some articles about the colours and their qualities, to help you activate them in your life – so you can have all you ever wished for (and more!).

Find out how the Colour Brown can help you to become Immortal

Find out how the Colour Brown can help you to become Immortal

The Colour Brown – Transformation and Practical & Physical Action

The qualities of the colour brown go beyond what we think and believe about why we are and do things a certain way, and that is because brown is about the form, about our physical body, and what it can do.

As human beings we cannot just think and listen, understand, speak or explain – we also need to act and be physically active to be well and alive in this world.

This way what is internal can show up in the external world as well.

Whatever we create in physical form will leave traces and so mark our appearance on this earth forever.

Discover the Effects the Colour Rose has on YOUR Life

Discover the Effects the Colour Rose has on YOUR Life

The Colour Rose – Sensing, individuality & Honesty

Our senses help us find our way in life, our eye-sight shows us the world around us, we can hear what other people have to say, or the birds sing, we can talk and express ourselves, feel, smell, taste, and we can also use our psychic abilities to know what is going on in the formless world – and then we can honestly communicate our unique perspective and perception.

Our senses help us to know and understand the world around us, and can warn us of dangers or guide us in the right direction – and back to ourselves.

Because the insights we gain through our senses are right for us and not necessarily for others, which can sometimes be difficult to understand and what makes this lesson so incredibly important.

Let the Colour Black direct you back to yourself so you can Discover all the Amazing Insights you hold within

Let the Colour Black direct you back to yourself so you can Discover all the Amazing Insights you hold within

The Colour Black – Meditation, Introspection & Reflection

The colour black takes us inside to ourselves, our internal world, to see what we make of the things we sense and see and invites us to reflect on them so that we can move on and forward in the best possible way.

For some of us, usually those who have black at the beginning of their wheel, it might seem hard to break out of their shell, yet it’s easy to go deep and look within, reflect and rejoice. For others, it’s easy to be out and about and harder to get calm enough to go deep within.

Yet, we need to find a balance between the two and to discover the incredible wisdom within as well as expressing it by living according to it.

Would you like to accelerate your growth? In the CREATRIX School we learn and grow together.

Creatrix School

The CREATRIX School can guide you through the year to bring clarity, confidence and connection into every area of your life.
Every week, three new lessons are added, with exercises, ideas and inspirations to help you start creating the life you truly desire.

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 1

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 1

Welcome to a New Chapter in the CREATRIX School

Let’s begin to explore the purpose of life and our unique role in it.

In this lesson we will just start by looking at where we are at right now, find out what answers we are looking for and get a bit in the mood of this chapter so we can open up to exploring our mystical side, our purpose and our callings in the next four weeks.

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 2

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 2

Let’s find some clarity

We have a lot to explore this month, so we will use this lesson to find some clarity around the terms we will be using and start diving into the meaning and the purpose of our lives, as well as all the other terms.

And I share a bit about how I got here and how I discovered my callings and the purpose of life.

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 3

Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 3

Why you are whole and perfect as you are

In the last lesson, we looked at the purpose of life and all the other terms we are going to fill with our own unique meaning in this chapter – and today, we will look at ourselves and how we can possibly give ourselves a new, more powerful meaning as well, by discovering that we are perfect already just as we are.

Do you agree? Do you think you’re perfect – yet?

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 1

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 1

Tools for Self-Recognition I: Astrology

In this lesson, we learn how to use our curiosity and our bliss, as well as our astrological birth chart to find out more about ourselves, our wishes, our personality traits, what drives and motivates us, what we like about ourselves, and what some of our challenges are – and then we see how we can begin to resolve them.

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 2

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 2

Tools for self-recognition II: Numerology

After finding out more about ourselves through Astrology, we focus once again on what else is possible for us, when we begin to look at what’s great about ourselves instead of what’s wrong with us ;).

It really makes such a huge difference.

And then we use numerology to recognize ourselves even more and to consider the possibility of inviting in a new (nick) name into our lives, to help strengthen the qualities we would like to cultivate more from now on.

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 3

Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 3

Tools for self-recognition III: Wheel of Colours

Let’s dive a little deeper into getting to know ourselves.

This time we will use the Wheel of Colours to recognize more aspects of ourselves, and I’ll also show you how to use your Wheel of Colours to support you in the changes you’d like to create in your life.

Practices

Every chapter of the CREATRIX School comes with a recipe, a practice and a ritual.
This way, we transform what we learn into something visible and something we can feel with all our senses.
This helps to make the changes stick and see the results of our changed realities.

Ritual: What Do I Need?

Ritual: What Do I Need?

Photo by Samson Katt on Pexels.← CHAPTER OVERVIEW Let's solve Problems before they occur It’s easy to prioritize our wants and not our needs. Our wants are often visible, tangible, while our needs are not. That we don’t have what we need, often only comes to our...

Ritual: Treat Yourself like Someone You Love

Ritual: Treat Yourself like Someone You Love

When was the last time that you cooked yourself a fancy dinner? Set the table, put on nice music? Just for yourself?

How easy you find it to do something nice just for yourself, shows how much you actually love and respect yourself.

And to do something nice just for yourself is a great way to practice self-love.

Practice: Releasing Stuck Emotions

Practice: Releasing Stuck Emotions

Photo by Marek Piwnicki on Pexels.← CHAPTER OVERVIEW Let's practice releasing stuck emotions Stuck emotions can limit us in our lives in different ways: 1. They keep us from seeing new situations as new. 2. They keep our nervous system activated and cause stress. 3....

Join a CREATRIX Crew – your new Magical Support Team

Join a CREATRIX Crew – your new Magical Support Team

Would you like to experience some real magical or even miraculous support? And what is one thing, that if you changed it right now, would make all parts of your life better? A new career, or growing your current business? More exercise? Moving somewhere else? A...

How to Create a Beautiful and Effective Facial Toner with Lavender

How to Create a Beautiful and Effective Facial Toner with Lavender

Our recipe for the purpose chapter

Making this facial toner was one of my most favourite things this summer.

To cut the lavender, which I grew in my garden, felt and smelled amazing. To bundle the lavender and to hang it up to dry feels like just a joy. And then you…

👑 What if you realized that everything was exactly right the way it is? What would you do next?

Archetypes Oracle Cards

I’ve created an Archetypes Oracle Cards Deck, and here you can learn more about how Archetypes and Oracles Cards work and how they can support you on your self-actualization journey.

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Dear Future Self

Dear Future Self is an ongoing series which takes a look at the presence in its impermanence. The idea is to capture a certain moment in time, a feeling, a wish, an encounter or experience and to recognize that the perspective on that moment will change.

My future self will know more than I do now, will have had more and different experiences than my current self, and will therefore have a different view on what I’m noticing now. Going back and forth, between these notes, also documents the steps in personal development and shifts and changes on an individual level.

Self-Actualizing, personal development, the search for more options, or simply experiencing growth and change for any reason, might feel weird, scary or uncertain. Yet impermanence or becoming is something we all share.

How Can We Be Soft? Do you know?

How Can We Be Soft? Do you know?

Dear Future Self, how can we be soft? And sweet and loving and kind? Do you know yet? This is such an incredible journey, yet I know there is so much I still have to learn. I just listened to this wonderful compilation, what a perfect way to start the day!"Stretch...

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What Do You Grieve?

What Do You Grieve?

Dear Future Self, What do you grieve? So far in my life, grief has been coming up again and again. I've not fully resolved all the pains I experienced from my past. So, I keep coming back to grief. Wondering why my heart still feels heavy sometimes, I started...

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What Do You Do, When You Don’t Do What you Wanted to Do?

What Do You Do, When You Don’t Do What you Wanted to Do?

Photo by me from my archive.Dear Future Self, Yesterday I sat down to write this post, but no inspiration hit, so I decided to do something else, scheduling this to be published today. Then this morning called for other things as well, so this post published itself...

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🔮 What would your life look like, feel like, taste like, if you lived as your authentic self?

BODY // MIND // SOUL

To be able to live a long, healthy, successful and joyful life, we need to bring balance into our lives and align body, mind and soul.

If you’d like to find out which area of your life might need the most attention right now, you can download the FREE Wheel of Life worksheet.

Depending on your analysis, you might then want to learn more about healthy eating, exercise or other forms of physical self-care. For this, you’ll be able to find a lot of useful information in the BODY section of this blog.

If you’d like to focus on your mindfulness, your meditation practice, how you can change your thinking to support you better in life and other ways to train your mind for resilience and love, you’ll find information on that in the MIND section of this blog.

And lastly, we all need community, relations and collective growth – our soul wants you to experience that you are connected to all that is, so we can rejoice in this connection. You can find out more about this and other ways of creating loving and peaceful relationships in the SOUL section.

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Press

Interview: Sleek Magazine

Interview: Sleek Magazine

Transnational Queer Underground is an artist platform dedicated to bringing artists from all over the world together and making queer voices be heard. In times when LGBTQ people are still being persecuted and even murdered as reported in Chechnya, forming a strong...

Interview: FELGBT

Interview: FELGBT

We talk with Verena, the creator of Transnational Queer Underground “#TheGalleryProject is a transnational repository of queer art open to everyone. Collages, comics, paintings, photographs, performances and installations –among other formats– participate in such an...

Podcast: NoStrings

Podcast: NoStrings

Verena Spilker, a German art lover and journalist has spoken to NoStrings about her interest in Art, its relationship with sexuality and how she has been using it to champion the LGBT cause.NoStrings Development Initiatives is a Nigeria-based non-profit working to...

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Do you remember 2002?

My first ever DJ-Set took place in a friendly dark bar, called Nörgelbuff, in 2002 in Göttingen, Germany, not too far from where I live now. I had just started to work at the local Record Shop, DisRecords and a friend I made there invited me to DJ with her and I was...

Workshop: Still Looking for Freedom?

Still looking for freedom? – an artistic workshop with Verena Spilker Thursday 14th of January 17.00- 18.30 CET Audre Lorde said: “I am not free while any woman is unfree, even when her shackles are very different from my own.” - Trying to explore what freedom means...

Exhibition: Batumi Photo Days

Jahr: 2019Ort: Batumi, Georgien + Korea Im Frühjahr war ich Teilnehmerin beim ArtGora Forum in Riga und die Konferenz und inspirierenden Menschen und Projekte dort haben viele tolle Eindrücke hinterlassen. Eine_r der wunderbaren Teilnehmer_innen teilte eine Call für...

Illustration for Fool’s Journey

Last September Jane asked me to draw a tarot card to accompany one of her wonderful poems for a book full of poetry and Tarot cards. I felt quite honored. The card was the Wheel Of Fortune and the poem one, I had previously translated for her for an event. Jahr:...

Queer Culture in Berlin @ Bed Talks Berlin

Bed Talks Berlin – The Free Thinking Festival Last year I got invited to participate at BedTalks Berlin. I got teamed up to speak with Philip Ibrahim, the host of The Student Hotel Berlin who also founded the pinkPillow initiative together with visitBerlin, Berlin’s...

Queer Art? @ EU-R CSF

EU-Russia Civil Society Forum/ Гражданский Форум ЕС-Россия: „1989-2019. Reflecting Europe. Am 5.-6.12.2019 trafen wir uns im Berliner Haus der Statistik um Bilanz zu ziehen und in die Zukunft zu schauen: Wie klang 1989? Woran haben wir uns in diesem Jahr erinnert und...

Exhibition: Drawings/Connections

Datum: 14.06.2019 – 7pmOrt: FrauenNachtCafé, Mareschstr. 14, 12055 Berlin About Drawings/Connections Verena Spilker is a queer artist from Berlin. Her drawings of animals, landscapes and moments build a connection between the object and the observer. She explores the...

Collage Story Horses for Leopardskin & Limes

There was a night where me and a couple of friends met in one of our houses, and we all made collages and had some drinks. And a really lovely time. The collages I made somehow ended up becoming a bit of a story, about patriarchy, horses and drugs. Or something else?...

exhibition: A Window to the World

Jahr: 2018Ort: Altes Spital Viechtach und Bahnhof Kötzting Missmatch – taken in Kyrgyzstan 2003 I took this picture in Kyrgyzstan in 2003. I was there for a summer program organized by DAAD to learn about Kyrgyz language and culture. But instead of getting me excited...

Illustration for S_he’s Amazing!

S_he’s Amazing usually organizes concerts here in Berlin, but they have also just put out their very first zine! I contributed with a digital drawing of my two favorite dogs. And as the topic of the zine is inexhaustible, there will be another issue! Feel free to send...

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Workshop: Still Looking for Freedom?

Still looking for freedom? – an artistic workshop with Verena Spilker Thursday 14th of January 17.00- 18.30 CET Audre Lorde said: “I am not free while any woman is unfree, even when her shackles are very different from my own.” - Trying to explore what freedom means...

Exhibition: Batumi Photo Days

Jahr: 2019Ort: Batumi, Georgien + Korea Im Frühjahr war ich Teilnehmerin beim ArtGora Forum in Riga und die Konferenz und inspirierenden Menschen und Projekte dort haben viele tolle Eindrücke hinterlassen. Eine_r der wunderbaren Teilnehmer_innen teilte eine Call für...

Illustration for Fool’s Journey

Last September Jane asked me to draw a tarot card to accompany one of her wonderful poems for a book full of poetry and Tarot cards. I felt quite honored. The card was the Wheel Of Fortune and the poem one, I had previously translated for her for an event. Jahr:...

Queer Culture in Berlin @ Bed Talks Berlin

Bed Talks Berlin – The Free Thinking Festival Last year I got invited to participate at BedTalks Berlin. I got teamed up to speak with Philip Ibrahim, the host of The Student Hotel Berlin who also founded the pinkPillow initiative together with visitBerlin, Berlin’s...

Queer Art? @ EU-R CSF

EU-Russia Civil Society Forum/ Гражданский Форум ЕС-Россия: „1989-2019. Reflecting Europe. Am 5.-6.12.2019 trafen wir uns im Berliner Haus der Statistik um Bilanz zu ziehen und in die Zukunft zu schauen: Wie klang 1989? Woran haben wir uns in diesem Jahr erinnert und...

Exhibition: Drawings/Connections

Datum: 14.06.2019 – 7pmOrt: FrauenNachtCafé, Mareschstr. 14, 12055 Berlin About Drawings/Connections Verena Spilker is a queer artist from Berlin. Her drawings of animals, landscapes and moments build a connection between the object and the observer. She explores the...

Collage Story Horses for Leopardskin & Limes

There was a night where me and a couple of friends met in one of our houses, and we all made collages and had some drinks. And a really lovely time. The collages I made somehow ended up becoming a bit of a story, about patriarchy, horses and drugs. Or something else?...

exhibition: A Window to the World

Jahr: 2018Ort: Altes Spital Viechtach und Bahnhof Kötzting Missmatch – taken in Kyrgyzstan 2003 I took this picture in Kyrgyzstan in 2003. I was there for a summer program organized by DAAD to learn about Kyrgyz language and culture. But instead of getting me excited...

Illustration for S_he’s Amazing!

S_he’s Amazing usually organizes concerts here in Berlin, but they have also just put out their very first zine! I contributed with a digital drawing of my two favorite dogs. And as the topic of the zine is inexhaustible, there will be another issue! Feel free to send...

Exhibition: Jason Harrell – Vorhersagen

Die Ausstellung zeigt neue Arbeiten von Jason Harrell und Renaud Héléna, die sich mit Spiritismus und Okkultismus auseinandersetzen. Für seine Fotoserie bedient sich Jason Harrell klassischer Entwicklungsverfahren, um Methoden der Geisterbeschwörung und Wahrsagerei zu...

✎ Art

Illustration for Fool’s Journey

Last September Jane asked me to draw a tarot card to accompany one of her wonderful poems for a book full of poetry and Tarot cards. I felt quite honored. The card was the Wheel Of Fortune and the poem one, I had previously translated for her for an event. Jahr:...

Queer Culture in Berlin @ Bed Talks Berlin

Bed Talks Berlin – The Free Thinking Festival Last year I got invited to participate at BedTalks Berlin. I got teamed up to speak with Philip Ibrahim, the host of The Student Hotel Berlin who also founded the pinkPillow initiative together with visitBerlin, Berlin’s...

Queer Art? @ EU-R CSF

EU-Russia Civil Society Forum/ Гражданский Форум ЕС-Россия: „1989-2019. Reflecting Europe. Am 5.-6.12.2019 trafen wir uns im Berliner Haus der Statistik um Bilanz zu ziehen und in die Zukunft zu schauen: Wie klang 1989? Woran haben wir uns in diesem Jahr erinnert und...

Exhibition: Drawings/Connections

Datum: 14.06.2019 – 7pmOrt: FrauenNachtCafé, Mareschstr. 14, 12055 Berlin About Drawings/Connections Verena Spilker is a queer artist from Berlin. Her drawings of animals, landscapes and moments build a connection between the object and the observer. She explores the...

Collage Story Horses for Leopardskin & Limes

There was a night where me and a couple of friends met in one of our houses, and we all made collages and had some drinks. And a really lovely time. The collages I made somehow ended up becoming a bit of a story, about patriarchy, horses and drugs. Or something else?...

exhibition: A Window to the World

Jahr: 2018Ort: Altes Spital Viechtach und Bahnhof Kötzting Missmatch – taken in Kyrgyzstan 2003 I took this picture in Kyrgyzstan in 2003. I was there for a summer program organized by DAAD to learn about Kyrgyz language and culture. But instead of getting me excited...

Illustration for S_he’s Amazing!

S_he’s Amazing usually organizes concerts here in Berlin, but they have also just put out their very first zine! I contributed with a digital drawing of my two favorite dogs. And as the topic of the zine is inexhaustible, there will be another issue! Feel free to send...

Exhibition: Jason Harrell – Vorhersagen

Die Ausstellung zeigt neue Arbeiten von Jason Harrell und Renaud Héléna, die sich mit Spiritismus und Okkultismus auseinandersetzen. Für seine Fotoserie bedient sich Jason Harrell klassischer Entwicklungsverfahren, um Methoden der Geisterbeschwörung und Wahrsagerei zu...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°5 – Berlin, Germany

When? 25.03. – 06.04.18 – open every day from 12pm to 7pm.Where? ReTramp, Reuterstrasse 62, 12047 BerlinWhat else? There will also be workshops and some special events. THE EXHIBITION The exhibition in Berlin took place at a gallery that we rented for the event. Due...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°4 – Queer Art in Prague

THE EXHIBITION The exhibition was part of the lovely Mezipatra Queer Film Festival and hosted at the very nice and new bar and gallery space Patra. 01.-30.11.2017 open every day from 3pmWhere?Patra, Krymská 17, Prague, Czech Republic 10100Opening:01.11.2017 – 7pm at...
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