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Manifest in Alignment – 7-Day Mini Course

Many of us try to figure out life without ever being shown how to truly understand ourselves.

In this free 7-day mini course, I will guide you through a simple experiential process that introduces the Wheel of Colours and the four key fields of aligned manifestation. Find out how you balance your life, your unique way of creating, your deeper motivation, and the ability to gratefully receive what you have called into life.

By the end of the seven days, you will have a new way of looking at yourself and your path — and a clearer sense of how to move forward in a way that truly fits you.

So, who are you really?

🌈 You have the power to consciously create your reality.

What’s new:

What does it mean to live as a qu_ing or CREATRIX? What can we do to fully become who we are meant to be? How can we live our lives joyfully, confidently, generously? ❤️

Change Your Beliefs with the Colour Red

Change Your Beliefs with the Colour Red

If you are looking to change your beliefs, to move beyond limitations, you are invited to explore the energy of the colour red and its role in supporting new beginnings, courage, and inner trust.

Red helps bring awareness to the beliefs that quietly shape your life—especially those that limit what you believe is possible for you.

Many of these beliefs are not truths, but learned stories that have been repeated long enough to feel real. By becoming aware of them, you open the door to consciously choosing new beliefs that support your growth, vitality, and self-expression.

This article invites you to reflect on where you may be holding yourself back, where inherited or collective beliefs still influence your choices, and where you are ready to step into greater self-trust and personal power. It also asks how strengthening your beliefs on an individual level contributes to a larger collective shift toward a more conscious, empowered way of living.

By staying present with the energy of red and working consciously with your beliefs, you are supported in creating meaningful inner shifts—ones that ripple outward into your life, your relationships, and the world around you.

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2026 Oracle Card Reading | The Year in Colours ✨

2026 Oracle Card Reading | The Year in Colours ✨

Step into your inner authority and discover the energetic guidance for 2026.

In this Wheel of Colours oracle card reading, 13 cards reveal the overall theme for the year and the unique energy of each month—from January through December.

The overarching theme for 2026 is Reflection & Protection, inviting you to strengthen your inner wisdom, self-trust, and personal authority in every area of your life.

✨ Explore the monthly energies and see what this year has in store for you: direction, new beginnings, creativity, balance, and authentic self-expression.

🎥 Watch the full 2026 Wheel of Colours Reading here.

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💖 How to Open Your Heart to Sacred Connection ✨

💖 How to Open Your Heart to Sacred Connection ✨

Open Your Heart to Sacred Connection, a Guided Meditation

Step into a sacred space for your heart with this guided meditation designed to help you open to love, connection, and intimacy — starting with yourself.

In this meditation, you will:

✨ Release patterns from past relationships that no longer serve you

✨ Explore your desires and set the tone for your connections

✨ Invite feelings of being seen, met, and loved for who you truly are

✨ Learn to experience unconditional love and heart-centered intimacy

✨ Align with your own power as the driving force of your life

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🔮 Let the archetypes guide you back to your authentic self.

Beyond labels, beyond norms – just fully and joyfully you.

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The Colour Crystal Activation

The Colours of YOUR Life

The Wheel of Colours can help you to get to know and understand yourself better – and to live an enlightened life.
You can order your personal and unique Wheel of Colours from me – and I also wrote some articles about the colours and their qualities, to help you activate them in your life – so you can have all you ever wished for (and more!).

The Colour Green – Colour Activation Package

The Colour Green – Colour Activation Package

Manifestation & Conscious Creation

Open yourself to healing, growth, and new possibilities.

Green energy awakens your creative life force and supports you in turning your visions into reality.

As you align with what you truly desire and balance your life you begin to co-create a life that feels deeply nourishing and alive.

→ Explore how to activate your Green energy and bring your visions into form.

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The Colour Pink – Colour Activation Package

The Colour Pink – Colour Activation Package

Creative expression & Innovation

Embrace your uniqueness and express your inner beauty.

Pink energy invites you to show up as you truly are and to create and invent from a place of authenticity and joy.

Your way of being, creating, and sharing is part of the beauty this world needs.

→ Discover how to activate the Pink energy within you through creative and expressive practices.

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The Colour White – Colour Activation Package

The Colour White – Colour Activation Package

White

Conscious Connection & Community

Rediscover the beauty of connection in your own way.

White energy helps you understand how you truly relate to others, guiding you toward relationships that feel supportive, honest, and aligned with your nature.

From this place, connection becomes a source of strength and joy.

→ Learn how to activate your White (light) energy to support you in nurturing meaningful relationships and building your community.

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Creatrix School

The CREATRIX School can guide you through the year to bring clarity, confidence and connection into every area of your life. Seven chapters are already available in my shop. The other ones will be added as soon as they are completed.

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 1

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 1

Visualise yourself!

I bet that you already see yourself in many new ways and that you are getting more confident and proud of who you are already.

Today, we are going to add one more exercise to help us see our excellent qualities and superpowers and to find out how to best use them for the highest good of all.

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 2

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 2

Stepping Into Your Full Power

How much we’ve learned about ourselves in these last lessons!

Now it’s time to bring it all together and to see how we can use our new knowledge and understanding in the best possible way – so that we can really start to create our futures and enjoy our present, instead of reliving our pasts.

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 3

Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 3

Can you feel how connected you really are?

To anchor everything we’ve learned and to ground ourselves, we’re going to look at the different elements and how we can balance them – as earth, wind, fire, air and aether are we what we share with everything that is.

In this lesson, I also introduce a prayer and our new ritual and recipe for this chapter.

Let’s get mystical. ✨

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 1

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 1

Let’s make sure we are well-supported

Now that we know so much more about ourselves, our purpose, the meaning of life and our role in it, we will look at two more things, which can help us to stay on track no matter what.

One is to find out about our core values, and the other one are the two Source Oracle Cards – because they represent the most important decision we have to make in every second – to proceed guided by love or driven by fear.

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 2

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 2

Purposefully looking back

It’s time to review all that we’ve learned and thought about this month.

Can you remember how much you knew about who you are and your purpose when we started this chapter? And how much more do you know now?

It’s quite a gap we closed, isn’t it? Let’s look at it all again in short form, to make sure it really sticks.

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 3

Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 3

Let’s gather ourselves in all our wholeness and come together as one

Honestly, this was so cool and fun and insightful, wasn’t it?

But we don’t just stop where we are, if we can go further, we will. And that’s why we will finish this chapter by looking at ourselves from our highest perspective to see if we can see ourselves even more clearly from there.

And of course, it’s time to celebrate!

Practices

Every chapter of the CREATRIX School comes with a recipe, a practice and a ritual.
This way, we transform what we learn into something visible and something we can feel with all our senses.
This helps to make the changes stick and see the results of our changed realities.

👑 What if you realized that everything was exactly right the way it is? What would you do next?

Archetypes Oracle Cards

I’ve created an Archetypes Oracle Cards Deck, and here you can learn more about how Archetypes and Oracles Cards work and how they can support you on your self-actualization journey.

The Directional Archetypes

The Directional Archetypes

& how they can help us create the New Earth

The Directional Archetypes help you choose your path—both in life and in specific situations.

They support vision, leadership, and conscious decision-making, whether on a personal or collective level.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, step into this perspective and let it guide your next move.

Meet the nine Directional Archetypes here.

The Spiritual Archetypes

The Spiritual Archetypes

& How They Can help you Awaken Your Superpowers

The Spiritual Archetypes guide you inward—toward self-awareness, healing, and deeper connection.

They support you in finding answers within and strengthening your inner foundation.

The more you embody them, the more clarity and independence you gain.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, turn inward—the answer is already within you.

Meet the six Spiritual Archetypes here.

The Inspirational Archetypes

The Inspirational Archetypes

& How They Can Help You to Inspire the World

The Inspirational Archetypes awaken your senses and your ability to move and inspire others.

They remind you of the beauty, creativity, and expression available to you at all times.

Through them, you reconnect with joy, art, and the power of shared experience.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, create, express, and allow yourself to inspire and be inspired.

Meet the nine Inspirational Archetypes here.

The Practical Archetypes

The Practical Archetypes

& How They Can Help Us to Build Thriving Communities

The Practical Archetypes ground your life in action, structure, and contribution.

They remind you that even the simplest roles are essential—and that every form of support matters.

There is no hierarchy here—only what is needed to be of service and contribute to all there is.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, become aware of where you are and where you’d like to be – so you keep moving in the direction that is right for you.

Meet seven of the Practical Archetypes here.

The Practical Archetypes

The Practical Archetypes

& How They Can Help Us To Create Lasting Change

The Practical Archetypes ground your life in action, structure, and contribution.

They remind you that even the simplest roles are essential—and that every form of support matters.

There is no hierarchy here—only what is needed to be of service and contribute to all there is.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, become aware of where you are and where you’d like to be – so you keep moving in the direction that is right for you.

Meet seven of the Practical Archetypes here.

The Expansive Archetypes

The Expansive Archetypes

& How They Can Help You to Grow

The Expansive Archetypes support growth, evolution, and forward movement.

They invite you to step up, lead, and contribute to something greater.

But true expansion also requires balance.

When you feel drawn to, or pull, one of these cards, step forward—and trust that you don’t have to carry everything alone.

Meet the nine Expansive Archetypes here.

Dear Future Self

Dear Future Self is an ongoing series which takes a look at the presence in its impermanence. The idea is to capture a certain moment in time, a feeling, a wish, an encounter or experience and to recognize that the perspective on that moment will change.

My future self will know more than I do now, will have had more and different experiences than my current self, and will therefore have a different view on what I’m noticing now. Going back and forth, between these notes, also documents the steps in personal development and shifts and changes on an individual level.

Self-Actualizing, personal development, the search for more options, or simply experiencing growth and change for any reason, might feel weird, scary or uncertain. Yet impermanence or becoming is something we all share.

Sing, Soul, Sing

Sing, Soul, Sing

What is it that makes your soul sing? When are you happy, and when do you feel free? I feel most happy and free when I allow myself to be present. When I allow myself to forget about all plans or duties and just get in the flow of experiencing and becoming. Most of...

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We Can Do Hard Things for Halloween

We Can Do Hard Things for Halloween

Photo by Yaroslav Shuraev on Pexels.Yesterday, I listened to the We Can Do Hard Things podcast’s latest episode: Easy Fridays: Trick or Treat. As it’s this time of year, they talked about Halloween and towards the end of the episode pointed out, that people should be...

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Do You Speak Up Enough?

Do You Speak Up Enough?

Dear Future Self, When I was eleven or twelve, I decided not to be completely honest with other people, if it meant that it would hurt their feelings. I did not actually know that was what I was doing, though. I thought I had decided not to say things behind people's...

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BODY // MIND // SOUL

To be able to live a long, healthy, successful and joyful life, we need to bring balance into our lives and align body, mind and soul.

If you’d like to find out which area of your life might need the most attention right now, you can download the FREE Wheel of Life worksheet.

Depending on your analysis, you might then want to learn more about healthy eating, exercise or other forms of physical self-care. For this, you’ll be able to find a lot of useful information in the BODY section of this blog.

If you’d like to focus on your mindfulness, your meditation practice, how you can change your thinking to support you better in life and other ways to train your mind for resilience and love, you’ll find information on that in the MIND section of this blog.

And lastly, we all need community, relations and collective growth – our soul wants you to experience that you are connected to all that is, so we can rejoice in this connection. You can find out more about this and other ways of creating loving and peaceful relationships in the SOUL section.

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Press

Interview: Lola Magazine – Local Hero

Interview: Lola Magazine – Local Hero

Local Hero: Verena Spilker On Elevating Opportunities for Artists in Berlin and Beyond Verena Spilker On Elevating Opportunities for Artists in Berlin and BeyondThe TQU founder’s simple advice for those looking to support Berlin’s queer artists: ‘Be brave and be...

Interview: Siegessäule

Interview: Siegessäule

“Ich habe mich erniedrigt und hilflos geführt”, erzählt die Aktivistin Verena Spilker, als sie, eine lesbische Frau, auf der Straße mal wieder von einem cis Heteromann sexuell belästigt wurde.Magazin: Juni 2018 U-Bahn, Parks, nächtliche Straßen – öffentliche Räume...

Interview: Gay.ch

Interview: Gay.ch

Verena Spilker und ihr Projekt TQU: Vor neun Jahren hat Verena ein Internet-Projekt ins Leben gerufen, dass nicht nur einzigartig ist, sondern auch stätig wächst: Transnational Queer Underground.Magazin: April / Mai 2018Die etwas anderen LGBT-Reisetipps, der Hashtag...

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Current projects & works

The Wheel of Colours – My Story

…So I paused some more. I knew I had been looking for this.

I knew I wanted to know what the Wheel of Colours had to offer, and I realized that others might want to see themselves, and feel seen for who they truly are, through it, as well…

Do you remember 2002?

My first ever DJ-Set took place in a friendly dark bar, called Nörgelbuff, in 2002 in Göttingen, Germany, not too far from where I live now. I had just started to work at the local Record Shop, DisRecords and a friend I made there invited me to DJ with her and I was...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°5 – Berlin, Germany

When? 25.03. – 06.04.18 – open every day from 12pm to 7pm.Where? ReTramp, Reuterstrasse 62, 12047 BerlinWhat else? There will also be workshops and some special events. THE EXHIBITION The exhibition in Berlin took place at a gallery that we rented for the event. Due...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°4 – Queer Art in Prague

THE EXHIBITION The exhibition was part of the lovely Mezipatra Queer Film Festival and hosted at the very nice and new bar and gallery space Patra. 01.-30.11.2017 open every day from 3pmWhere?Patra, Krymská 17, Prague, Czech Republic 10100Opening:01.11.2017 – 7pm at...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°3 – Podgorica, Montenegro

When? 20.-24.09.2017Where? Biro, Prve bokeške brigade 10, Podgorica, Montenegro & Centreville Hotel Lobby, Cetinjska 7, The Capital Plaza, Podgorica, MontenegroOpening: 20.09.2017 7pm @Biro THE EXHIBITION The exhibition took part during the annual conference of...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°2 – Sofia, Bulgaria

When? 09.06.-.18.06.2017Where? Yalta club Art Room Бул. Цар Освободител 20, 1000 Sofia, BulgariaOpening: 09.06.17 7pm-9pm THE EXHIBITION The queer art exhibition Sofia was the second exhibition of #TheGalleryProject and was part of Sofia’s annual Queer Art Week that...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°1 – Tallinn, Estonia

When? 10.03.-24.03.2017Where? Raamatupood Puänt Pärnu mnt 4, Tallinn, EstoniaOpen: Monday-Friday: 11am – 7pm and Saturday+Sunday 12am – 6pm THE EXHIBITION The exhibition in Tallinn, Estonia was the very first exhibition of #TheGalleryProject. We got invited by the...

Workshop: Still Looking for Freedom?

Still looking for freedom? – an artistic workshop with Verena Spilker Thursday 14th of January 17.00- 18.30 CET Audre Lorde said: “I am not free while any woman is unfree, even when her shackles are very different from my own.” - Trying to explore what freedom means...

Exhibition: Batumi Photo Days

Jahr: 2019Ort: Batumi, Georgien + Korea Im Frühjahr war ich Teilnehmerin beim ArtGora Forum in Riga und die Konferenz und inspirierenden Menschen und Projekte dort haben viele tolle Eindrücke hinterlassen. Eine_r der wunderbaren Teilnehmer_innen teilte eine Call für...

Queer Art? @ EU-R CSF

EU-Russia Civil Society Forum/ Гражданский Форум ЕС-Россия: „1989-2019. Reflecting Europe. Am 5.-6.12.2019 trafen wir uns im Berliner Haus der Statistik um Bilanz zu ziehen und in die Zukunft zu schauen: Wie klang 1989? Woran haben wir uns in diesem Jahr erinnert und...

Past projects & works

Events, exhibitions & projects I’ve organized and curated

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°5 – Berlin, Germany

When? 25.03. – 06.04.18 – open every day from 12pm to 7pm.Where? ReTramp, Reuterstrasse 62, 12047 BerlinWhat else? There will also be workshops and some special events. THE EXHIBITION The exhibition in Berlin took place at a gallery that we rented for the event. Due...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°4 – Queer Art in Prague

THE EXHIBITION The exhibition was part of the lovely Mezipatra Queer Film Festival and hosted at the very nice and new bar and gallery space Patra. 01.-30.11.2017 open every day from 3pmWhere?Patra, Krymská 17, Prague, Czech Republic 10100Opening:01.11.2017 – 7pm at...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°3 – Podgorica, Montenegro

When? 20.-24.09.2017Where? Biro, Prve bokeške brigade 10, Podgorica, Montenegro & Centreville Hotel Lobby, Cetinjska 7, The Capital Plaza, Podgorica, MontenegroOpening: 20.09.2017 7pm @Biro THE EXHIBITION The exhibition took part during the annual conference of...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°2 – Sofia, Bulgaria

When? 09.06.-.18.06.2017Where? Yalta club Art Room Бул. Цар Освободител 20, 1000 Sofia, BulgariaOpening: 09.06.17 7pm-9pm THE EXHIBITION The queer art exhibition Sofia was the second exhibition of #TheGalleryProject and was part of Sofia’s annual Queer Art Week that...

#TheGalleryProject – Exhibition N°1 – Tallinn, Estonia

When? 10.03.-24.03.2017Where? Raamatupood Puänt Pärnu mnt 4, Tallinn, EstoniaOpen: Monday-Friday: 11am – 7pm and Saturday+Sunday 12am – 6pm THE EXHIBITION The exhibition in Tallinn, Estonia was the very first exhibition of #TheGalleryProject. We got invited by the...

My art, words & contributions to other people’s projects

Exhibition: Drawings/Connections

Datum: 14.06.2019 – 7pmOrt: FrauenNachtCafé, Mareschstr. 14, 12055 Berlin About Drawings/Connections Verena Spilker is a queer artist from Berlin. Her drawings of animals, landscapes and moments build a connection between the object and the observer. She explores the...

Exhibition: Jason Harrell – Vorhersagen

Die Ausstellung zeigt neue Arbeiten von Jason Harrell und Renaud Héléna, die sich mit Spiritismus und Okkultismus auseinandersetzen. Für seine Fotoserie bedient sich Jason Harrell klassischer Entwicklungsverfahren, um Methoden der Geisterbeschwörung und Wahrsagerei zu...

Queer Art? @ Whose Museum Malmö

Talk & Workshop: Queer Art? Whose Museum Malmö, 2019 I can’t quite remember how the first contact was established. Let’s say sometime last year I received an email from Laura, telling me and Tom or Judy, my flat mate and dear friend, about the Whose Museum and...

Queer Art? @Art Gora Forum Riga

Talk & Workshop: Queer Art? ArtGora Forum Riga, 2019 At:  ArtGora Forum Riga ◼︎ 10.-12.04.2019 In this Queer Art Workshop we will be taking a look at the following topic: POCs*, Queers* and other people facing oppression have always been on the forefront of...

Identity in Germany @ NYU Berlin

18.04.2019 at New York University, Berlin A discussion/conversation under the theme of unwrapping German identity at NY University, Berlin. Three speakers are invited to talk about their own experience and expertise on different aspects on German identity.  ...
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