The CREATRIX School

Knowing yourself is only the beginning. Living from that knowing is the transformation.

The CREATRIX School is a sacred space for creatives, healers, and changemakers to grow into their grounded and divine leadership — to embody calm authority and love-based presence in every area of life.

You can join for a full-year journey with or without individual or group coaching, and community accountability, or explore the 13 chapters as individual courses at your own rhythm.

Are you looking to become more confidently YOU, and would you like to learn more about your unique gifts, talents and superpowers and how you can start to use them, for yourself and others?

Would you like to create and live in Heaven on Earth, or to simply start enjoying and thriving in all areas of your life?

Happiness, joy, love, a purposeful life and abundance are your birth right – all you have to do is to allow yourself to have all of that.

And as your queer holistic and spiritual self-actualization coach, I can show you how.

Because I started into my life, often feeling misunderstood and not loved, which turned into me feeling suicidal, being depressed, drinking too much and generally having a pretty negative outlook on the world in my twenties and thirties – until I decided to turn my life around, and do what it takes to actually thrive, starting from what felt like point zero.

And to get from there to where I am now, I learned a lot – most of all that it only takes a few mindset shifts to rally start changing things for the better.

For these mindset shifts, you will have to be brave and take full responsibility for your life, though, stop lying or ignoring the messages your body, or your environment sends you, and you have to be willing to look at your shadows. If you are ready to do that, then I will happily show you the way to step into your divine leadership-era.

Because it feels so good to let go of all the (ego) struggles. 💖

Just ask yourself: Can you imagine living a stress-free life? A joyful life? A life in which you can freely decide how you spend your days, and are fully energized and healthy? A life in which you can trust yourself and your inner guidance, and know you can make the things that matter most to you – possible? And a life in which you can lead others with your gifts as well?

And if you do, but don’t quite know how to get there, then let’s talk and get to work.

As I see it, our world will change drastically in the upcoming years.

If you’re here, you already know.

So, if it isn’t the most important thing already, nothing will be more important in our every day life from now on than being able to trust ourselves and our inner guidance and to be at the right place at the right time.

Once we know who we are, why we are here and what our purpose is on this planet, and begin to trust our inner knowing and guidance, so we can heal and thrive confidently and independently, then we can also always feel safe and connected, and know exactly what to do and why, or how to reach out to others, in the best way possible, in any situation.

This is where I’d like to guide you as your new spiritual self-actualization coach.

Because knowing ourselves, trusting ourselves, helps us to choose wisely, and it allows us to direct our lives instead of having to react to what others create – and with that, it becomes a lot easier to enjoy life, love, peace, success and adventure, while we navigate through the world now and through the upcoming changes.

So, if you wish, and are ready, to let go of the negative beliefs you have about yourself, that might still hold you back now, and that keep you from experiencing all your incredible powers, and talents and fully enjoying your life, and if you are longing to fully open up to love and expansion, then there will be no better day to start than today.

Do you think it is time to become the conscious co-CREATRIX of the New Earth – that you were born to be? While enjoy your life, freely? Do you want to lead others using your divine gifts?

If you start to step into your full power now, and to allow for it to unfold naturally, this will not only change your life for the better in the most magical ways, it will raise the impact you have on all those whose life you touch, and help them on their way to more joy, freedom and peace as well.

Your power is rooted in peace, your truth is radiant, and your leadership is based on love — the world needs your presence.

Are you ready?

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Who is Verena Spilker?

If you tell me that something can’t be done – and I’d like to do it – I’ll prove you wrong.

If I can think it, I can do it.

And the same is true for you – as soon as you start believing in yourself. If you have any doubts – I’d love to prove you wrong as well – with lots of love and compassion. 💖

Because you are incredibly powerful. We are all incredibly powerful.

We’ve just been told something else. But only the thoughts and beliefs we have about ourselves determine whether we can achieve the things we wish for in our lives – or not – and that includes all areas of our lives: health, finance, love, and other opportunities – we first have to believe that we can change our fate, to be able to do it.

So, if you’d like to learn how to change the negative thoughts and beliefs you have about yourself (a doubt is a negative belief, hesitation is a negative belief, “I can’t” is a negative belief, etc.), so you can finally make all your dreams come true, and if you would like to discover your true power – you’ve found the right person.

Because I will be by your side and help you to see it through. And I had so much to unlearn to get here. Believe me. 😅

I’ll be the support you might always have wished for – I know I would have wished for this. I’ll let you know that you’ve got this, because you do, otherwise you wouldn’t be here. If you wish, everything can be possible for you now – and everything you need to know and do for that you can learn right here.

Why I am here

I was always interested in finding out more about this world – and so I explored life beyond what was expected of me, by those around me. I am part of the first generation in my family who went to University.

I’m a cycle breaker, the typical black sheep, who wasn’t able to keep quiet about misalignment – which was my greatest curse for a long time, and now finally turned into my greatest blessing.

I grew up feeling misunderstood and like I didn’t belong – and it turned out I was correct, I didn’t. Eventually, I fully remembered why I felt so odd – and that that was because I’m a spiritual being in a human body. I, like you, came to this earth to help all of us in our ascension to the New Earth.

Not by running away from this earthly experience – but by learning how to live and embrace it fully – because as soon as you remember who you truly are, you will remember this as well – you are here to help create the New Earth – by being happy, by being relaxed, by being in community, by being creative and by thriving naturally. And by following your passions and interests. We are each here to do slightly different things – yet all equally meaningful.

But to fully be able to live our purpose, and to align with our souls, our highest self, our qu_ing-self, we have to heal the wounds and traumas that living in an unhealed world has caused, and I’m here to assist and guide you through that jungle of strings that kind of like to pull you back, because I know what it feels like to move from feeling pretty powerless, a bit (or quite) confused, to stepping into your full and unique power, by learning to trust your inner voice and guidance, and unlearning all that doesn’t serve you any more.

So, whether you just want a card reading or a coaching session to clear up some questions, or whether you’d like to dive deep into one topic or all of the topics of the CREATRIX School – or whether would like to explore your true self fully, through the Wheel of Colours – I’m here for you and I can’t wait to see you shine as brightly as you were always meant to shine.

Because you are here to enjoy this life and lead with love – and with a few mindset shifts, I can help you get there.

My autism, or AuDHD, is my superpower, because it connects me to the stars, it lets me see, feel and hear things, that are harder to perceive for others. It allows me to be at home in multidimensionality, to see energies, life paths, colours, it gave me a photographic memory, easy access to channelled wisdom, it made me ego-less, yet self-aware and very determined to contribute to the highest good of all, and so much more. 

My queerness is my other superpower, because it invited me to question societal rules and norms from day one. And because it gave me the ability to find love, beauty and belonging in the strangest places that are overlooked by many – yet these places hold and carry the most magnificent power & love – conscious love – love that is claimed. It enabled me to see beauty and pain, love and fear, side by side. And to hold the vision of wholeness in all the chaos that falsely claims to be true.

Because love and oneness are the only truth. 

All of this inspired me to carve out my own path – and I invite you to walk with me for as long as it resonates and feels meaningful to you.

Talks

2019 // Transnational Queer Underground and queer life + work in Berlin. Bedtalks Berlin, Deutschland

2019 // A queer Perspective on Art, Culture & Activism, TALFF, Tallinn, Estonia

2019 // A queer Perspective on Art, Culture & Activism, KRETS Malmö, Sweden.

Publications (selection)

2019 // Wheel Of Fortune – illustration, published in Fool’s Journey – Poems by Jane Flett

2018 // Horses, in Leopardskin & Limes (online literary publication)

2018 // Dogs are Amazing! in S_he’s Amazing! – a queer zine, published in Berlin, Germany

2011 // Post Privacy – Denkanstöße vom Gender Camp
In: Sona, Zoé u.a. (Hg.): Make Out Magazine # 1: Nerd-Issue

2011 // Queere Subkultur – Geboren aus der Randständigkeit, bedingt durch den radikalen Moment
In: Engelmann, Jonas u.a. (Hg.): testcard #20: Access Denied – Ortsverschiebungen in der realen und virtuellen Gegenwart, Ventil Verlag

2010 // Queer Theory – Queer Music. Making an Appearance.
In: Nagelschmidt, Ilse u.a. (Hg.): Interdisziplinäres Kollquium zur Geschlechterforschung, Peter Lang Verlag

2009 // Unter Anderen – Roma und Homosexualität in Mazedonien
In: Streck, Bernhard (Hg.): Shutka Shukar. Zu Gast bei Roma, Askali und Ägyptern, Leipziger Universitätsverlag, 2009

Exhibitions (my own work)

2019 // Suwon Festival: MirrorLand, (group exhibition), 1.-10.11.2019, Suwon, Korea

2019 // Batumi Photo Days: MirrorLand, (group exhibition), 30.08.-15.09.2019, Batumi, Georgia

2019 // Drawing/Connection (single exhibition), 14.06.-31.07.2019 Frauen*Nachtcafé, Berlin, Germany

2018 // A Window To The World (group exhibition), Altes Spital Viechtach und Bahnhof Kötzting, Germany

Exhibitions (curated)

2019 // Berlin, Germany – Photo Exhibition: Climate Crisis/Climate Change

2019 // Malmö, Sweden – Photo Exhibition: Climate Crisis/ Climate Change

2018 // Berlin, Germany – #TheGalleryProject

2017 // Prague, Czech Republic – #TheGalleryProject

2017 // Podgorica, Montenegro – #TheGalleryProject

2017 // Sofia, Bulgaria – #TheGalleryProject

2017 // Tallinn, Estonia – #TheGalleryProject