Would you like to become a kind and gentle steward of your mind?
So often, our thoughts are our biggest bullies.
They replay everything we’ve been told we can’t do, every fear inherited from our ancestors, carried in from past lives, or absorbed while growing up.
That’s quite a lot to carry — and it’s why so many of us experience real limitations in our lives, even when we can’t quite name where they come from.
But here’s the thing: whatever we’ve learned, we can unlearn. And it works more easily than you might think — by gently replacing the thoughts that no longer serve us with ones that do.
So what if I told you that you’re closer to directing your thoughts than you realize?
You might not believe me. Honestly, I wouldn’t have believed it either — back when I was waking up every morning feeling sad and disappointed with myself.
But I was able to change that. And so can you. All it takes is a shift in perspective, and a little discipline.
Take a moment and reflect: how has your inner voice been treating you? What would you like to change about that relationship?
I see it all the time — people who know exactly how harshly they speak to themselves, and yet feel stuck, ruled by their thoughts and fears and old conditioning rather than gently guiding their minds toward the life they actually want.
The difference between staying stuck and moving forward is simply this: deciding to do something about it, with love, patience and kindness, and not with pressure or force.
The fact that you’re here, reading this, tells me you’re ready to choose love. And that’s wonderful.
This is your life – and I invite you to create it joyfully & consciously.
Is this chapter for you?
Would you like to use your mind to support your life, rather than hold it back?
Are you ready to become a gentle steward of your inner world?
Here’s what I know to be true: the way you think about yourself and the world creates the experience you have on this planet.
Change your thoughts, and you change your life.
It sounds simple — and yet for so many people, creating lasting change in the way they think feels impossible.
So I’d love to show you how you can really make that change. Step-by-step, one day at a time. Because all it takes is a clear plan and the willingness to follow through.
Over the next four weeks, I’ll share ten mindset shifts with you that will help you do exactly that — making your life a little easier, more love-filled, more joyful and more successful, wherever you’re starting from.
If you’re curious how that works, and open to trying something new, I’d love to welcome you to this chapter of the CREATRIX School. 🌿
MINDFULNESS chapter
Learn to overcome negative thinking — and become a kind and gentle steward of your mind.
Our mind is the conductor of our body and our life — and if we don’t learn to choose our thoughts consciously, we hand over the power to shape our reality, to others, instead of deciding our path for ourselves.
In this chapter (or 4-week course), you’ll explore how to shift your thinking, reshape your inner world, and step into a life that truly reflects who you are.
Because your inner world deserves to be as beautiful as the life you wish to create — and only you have the power to make it so.
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we go with the phases of the moon
Full access to all lessons is available to you if you join the CREATRIX School for a year.
In 2027, we will start this chapter as a group with the New Moon in April.
We always go with the energies of the moon and the seasons of the year in the CREATRIX School for the best results, so I highly recommend joining for a full year – especially as you may like to have clarity, confidence and connection in all areas of your life – to thrive in and enjoy your entire life and not just some of it.
But you will also be able to buy this chapter as a stand-alone course, if you like, and try out the first three lessons for €1, to see if this is the right course for you – once it is released.
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The Colour for this chapter is: black
Meditation, Introspection & Reflection
Journey inward and uncover the depth within you.
Black energy guides you into stillness and reflection, helping you reconnect with your inner wisdom.
In this space, you find calm, bliss, and the mastery to live from your truth.
→ Learn how to activate the Black energy within you so you can integrate your inner wisdom into your life.
A Note From Me to You
Hi, I’m Verena — founder of the CREATRIX School and the Generous Life Movement, and, if you’d like, your personal guide through this chapter and your self-actualization journey.
Mindfulness is such a topic close to my heart — and I came to it in the most accidental way.
Someone gave me a book by Pema Chödrön, and as I read it I remember thinking: Oh, these things have names. I’ve just been doing them because they feel good.
As you might gather from everything I put out into the world, I have a very active mind. I’m creative, I’m focused, and I love to make things.
But none of that would be possible if I didn’t also allow myself to rest — especially my mind — and consciously direct where my thoughts go. Because distractions are everywhere, and most minds have a tendency to drift toward whatever they’ve been trained to think about.
Which is actually good news. Because it means we can retrain them.
One of the things I encounter far too often — and have experienced myself — is people believing that something is fundamentally wrong with them. That certain things keep happening to them because of who they are, what they lack, or some flaw they can’t seem to fix. I’ve been there too.
But none of that is true. I know this deeply, because when I tune into people’s souls, what I find is only pure goodness and love.
The reason difficult thoughts and experiences show up — even for genuinely good people — is that this world operates according to spiritual laws. What you think and believe, you create. If you believe you can’t have or do something, that remains true until you change the belief.
Now, I know what you might be thinking: I just want things to be different. I hear that.
But we can’t simply decide to believe something new and have it stick overnight. What we can do is commit to understanding why we think and act the way we do — and then, bit by bit, day by day, begin to shift it.
A friend of mine recently went to a psychic to have her aura cleansed. She felt wonderful for a while — and then her old patterns crept back.
The same is true for many quick fixes, whether energetic or physical. They bring relief, but if we keep moving through the world in the same old ways, the same old patterns return.
It’s a bit like washing your car and then driving it straight back through a muddy, polluted city — it won’t stay clean for long.
To create lasting change in how we experience reality, we have to change our programming: the words we speak to ourselves, the beliefs we hold, the assumptions we don’t even notice we’re making.
And we need a regular practice for releasing what we pick up as we move through the world — the low moods, the doubts, the energies that aren’t ours to carry.
It takes some courage and some allowing to change our thoughts. But I promise you, you won’t regret it.
My own journey began simply — I just wanted to feel a little healthier and happier. That small wish quietly expanded into years of research, training and real transformation.
I have an M.A. in cultural anthropology and political science, which means how people work in this world has always been my deepest fascination. If you’d like to know more about my formal background, you can find it on the about page.
But what I’ve learned outside of university is this: a few specific shifts in how we think and act can change everything. For anyone willing to be honest with themselves and open to change, an abundant, healthy and joyful life is not just possible — it’s waiting.
It all starts with learning to think well. To build a loving relationship with yourself, tune into your inner knowing, and allow yourself to receive and truly enjoy your life.
If you’re ready to become more resourced, open and fully alive — to step into everything you’re capable of being (and probably more than you’re currently letting yourself imagine) — then I would be so happy to guide you through this.
Into your best self. Your qu_ing self. Into a life you know you’re meant to live, loved and lived fully and freely.
I can’t wait to welcome you to the CREATRIX School — and to our wonderful, growing community of people who dare to be generous, happy and free. 🌿
The CREATRIX School is designed to help you find clarity, confidence and connection in all areas of your life – so you can, actually, start creating the life of your dreams.
A new chapter starts with every new moon, and there are thirteen chapters altogether. You can get a certificate for each chapter you complete, and you can see the order of the chapters here.
There are different options for you to join to make the CREATRIX School available for any budget.
If you join the CREATRIX School for a year, you get access to all 13 chapters (Thirteen 4-week courses), including this one once they are released.
Join the CREATRIX School for one year:
- You’ll receive PDFs of all 13 chapters of the CREATRIX School to bring clarity, confidence & connection to all areas of your life, once they are released.
- Each chapter consists of 12 lessons, a ritual, a recipe, a practice & a playlist to help you deepen the experience.
- In each chapter, we look at the healing powers of one of the 13 colours of the Wheel of Colours to help us to integrate them in our unique ways.
- Each chapter comes with worksheets & exercises to explore your unique inner world, needs, strength and challenges.
- With this purchase, you can get access to interviews & videos to explore exciting new perspectives on this topic (once they are available).
- With this purchase, you can get access to a private Facebook Group to ask questions.
- With this purchase, you can get a 20% discount on your unique Wheel of Colours.
- With this purchase, you have the option to get a certificate for each chapter you finish.
- With this purchase, you will have the option to join a CREATRIX Crew for support & community.
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PDF downloads of all 13 chapters (4-week courses) of the CREATRIX School + invitation to 24 Q&As (two per month).
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