What are you meant to do in this lifetime?
It seems like knowing the purpose of life would be the most obvious thing.
But, for many, it is not.
I, for example, had no certainty about the purpose and the true meaning of life until I turned 42.
And, until then, I also didn’t know, that with recognizing the purpose of life (something we all share), I would also begin to see how special I was, and how special each one of us is, and that that would lead me to also recognize my unique calling, my unique vision, and my corresponding missions.
And that finding out about all of this would change everything for me!
I promise you, it will do the same for you.
I wouldn’t have believed how huge the difference is, between being sure about what you are doing and why and living with uncertainty, if I hadn’t experienced this change myself.
Living with uncertainty about something as basic as the purpose of life or what each of us is meant to do in this lifetime, destabilizes our whole life, it makes it hard to trust others, or ourselves. Yet, as few people have certainty here, or many people may tell you different things – it can easily seem like there is no purpose or no way of really knowing.
But that isn’t true.
And for that reason, I won’t just be teaching you my answers here, though I will share my experiences, ideas and thoughts. But what I will do is to guide you on a journey to discover YOUR TRUTH for yourself.
Because that’s much more powerful – as when you find it out for yourself, you will know for sure.
There’s no shame in not knowing or uncertainty, either. I’ve lived with it for 40 years, and most people do until they die. However, uncertainty makes life harder, and certainty, makes it easier. So the choice of whether you’d like to find out about this yourself, or not, is always yours to make.
And if you haven’t found out yet, it simply means that you have yet to discover some of the most beautiful aspects about yourself. Which will be so wonderful and such a relief – a true coming home.
But this is not all. Once you know how to find the answers to a question like: “What’s the meaning of life?” or “Who am I?” within yourself, you can be sure that you can also find the answers to all other questions within – which in turn helps you to build your trust in yourself. And once you know how to trust yourself, it also becomes easier to trust others.
So, the next time, you wonder, why you are actually doing what you’re doing and what the purpose of all of this is – think of me and know that you can find the answers to all questions within – and that I’m here to show you how you can do that.
Because the freer, stronger, and more independent you become, as you start to understand your purpose and the meaning of all of this, the more you will begin to thrive.
And once you know what you need to do and feel and ask to get to where you want to go in life – your new-found joy and power, certainty and love will have a ripple effect on the world around you and thus help us all to level up together.
I’ve been looking for a meaning or the purpose of my life for almost all my life, I have an MA in anthropology, I studied different wisdom traditions, religions and schools of thought and I turned the most useful information I found on the way into this course so that it won’t even take you a month to be able to find these answers for yourself with my guidance.
Because knowing what we are doing and why allows us to move through life gracefully, and it enables us to direct our actions and experiences, rather than reacting to what’s happening around us.
If you’d like to discover this for yourself, so you can feel happy and empowered, and live your life purposefully, then join us in the CREATRIX School. (And take advantage of the 30-day free trial)
It’s the new way to live, and this is your opportunity to find out about your purpose and callings and so much more — in just 4-weeks!
Do you sometimes wonder if you are on the right path? And if more or something else could be possible for you?
Would you like to know, once and for all, what you are meant to do in this lifetime?
Would you like to discover your unique gifts and callings that you came to share with this world?
In short: Do you feel like it’s time to have certainty about the purpose of life, what your callings are, your values, and to discover all your unique gifts, that you bring to this world, so that you can live the life you are meant to live and open up to more love, joy, health and abundance?
Would you like to find out how you can free yourself from the expectations of others, and instead begin to tap into your true genius and your superpowers to use them for the greatest good of all?
Then you are invited to join the CREATRIX School and to finally become the CREATRIX of your unique life.
In this chapter, we will find out what Astrology, the Wheel of Colours and our Numerology tell us about ourselves and our life’s path, what our unique values are and how we can use this information to live more authentically, develop our unique strengths and gifts and become really confident in becoming who we are meant to be.
We will also look at how we can use meditation and visualization techniques to get in touch with our inner knowing and intuition, so they can strengthen our trust in ourselves and give us the answers we seek, and so that from now on, we can always find the highest guidance on our way.
Learn how to Discover and live your life’s purpose, your personal vision, and your unique calling(s)
and how to trust your inner guidance to find certainty, inspiration and belonging.
In this chapter of the CREATRIX School (or 4-week course) we learn how we can follow our soul’s calling (and how to get in touch with it) to live a happy, meaningful and successful life – according to our original and unique blueprint or the choices our highest self made for us, before we were born. Which might be much more spectacular than we think now.
Full access to all lessons is available for members of the CREATRIX School.
We started this chapter as a group with the New Moon on July 6th, 2024 and will do so again with the New Moon on June 25th, 2025. But as a member, you can also take it any time you like.
Or, as a non-member, you can also buy the course individually.
We always go with the energies of the moon and the seasons of the year in the CREATRIX School for the best results, so I highly recommend joining as a member – especially as you surely would like to have clarity, confidence and connection in all areas of your life – to thrive in and enjoy your entire life and not just some of it – and there is nowhere else where you can find a course like this – but here.
And if you like, you can also get a certificate for completing this chapter.
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The Colour for this chapter is: Purple
The Colour Purple – Completion, Fulfilment, Healing & Wholeness
In the Wheel of Colours, the colour green helps us to focus on what we wish for, pink helps us to create and express in our own unique ways, while white supports us by connecting us with the right people in the best possible ways.
Purple then completes the circle of manifestation by helping us see what we wish for completed and living in gratefulness for the outcome of our manifestation/creation.
When we use the power of purple, everything, even the most daring ideas, become possible – and this makes it the perfect colour to help us to align with our purpose.
What I bring to this chapter:
Hi, I’m Verena, the founder of the CREATRIX School and the Generous Life Movement and, if you wish, I will be your personal guide on your self-actualization journey, and I’d love to guide you through this chapter.
If we want to live a healthy, happy and joyful life, it’s good to know who we are and what we’re meant to do, to not get confused about our purpose and callings.
Yet, to many people, knowing what’s the best thing for them to do, often seems like an unsolvable riddle.
Maybe we know that we are good at arts, or sports or organizing or business, but does this mean that it is also what we are meant to do?
And how can we be sure?
Lucky for us, we have a very reliable internal guidance system – we just have to learn how to use it right. Our emotions (how we feel about something), our intuition and following our interests will always guide us in the right direction.
We can also ask our (internal) guides, as well as use visions we might receive, all our senses can help us with this really – if we dare to look and listen carefully and look within instead of to the outside world for our guidance.
And if we’re not yet used to and super comfortable trusting our internal guidance, or getting in touch with it, we can also get help from tools such as Oracle Cards, the Wheel of Colours, Astrology and Numerology – and I’d love to show you how to use all of this in the best possible way and help you to experience for yourself why it can give us such good guidance.
What most of us have been trained or conditioned to use: rationality or following rules and doing what other people do or trying to please others, are not our best guides (or good guides at all) to living a magical and fulfilling life – they might help you to get by, to fit in, to not draw attention to yourself, but they will not support you to thrive and live your unique and beautiful life freely, generously, lovingly, joyfully and abundantly.
So, in this chapter of the CREATRIX School, I’m going to show you all the tricks I’ve learned over the years to make beginning to live your purpose as fun, effortless and natural as possible.
And I can’t even begin to tell you how excited I am about this.
I quite like the expression: to be on purpose.
To act purposefully, to be aware, to give meaning to what we do.
To live our purpose essentially means to live mindfully, to be present and to become aware of why and how we act and how we can influence that so that it serves us and all around us.
We often spend a large part of our lives trying to figure out exactly what we need, and in some areas of our lives we fail again and again until we finally find out – though for some of us it really only happens when we die.
But as I was lucky enough to experience myself, even if we live our lives with uncertainty up to a certain point, we do not have to continue this way.
We have fantastic tools, to help us figure out exactly what we need in most situations and, with this help, can begin to live accordingly.
The Wheel of Colours is one of these tools, which completely changed my life.
It can guide us through the challenges in our lives, and it can also help us to discover our calling, our gifts and our strengths, and through that awareness it helps us to live life with a lot more ease because we understand what we are made of and what we need.
Once we’ve gained a better understanding of where our strengths and weaknesses and challenges in this life are, we can start to work with that. And the more we use this knowledge and begin to understand ourselves, and what we need, the more empowered we feel, as we begin to succeed more.
So, if you are curious to experience all of this yourself, then I am the right guide for you, as I can show you how to get there.
Knowing yourself, your unique needs and callings, really changes everything in and about life.
I’m not saying it is all easily accessible at first try, or will be easy to obtain immediately, but all the information you seek will become available if you practice and persist.
Self-actualization also requires some allowing and the bravery to change things, but I promise you, that you won’t regret it.
I’ve entered on my own journey to become who I am, today, because I just wanted to be a little bit healthier and happier.
And so I began to look for ways that would help me to be that, which, because I am who I am, quickly turned into a couple of years of research and training.
I have an M.A. in Cultural Anthropology, Political Sciences and Russian, finished a 9-month course in mindfulness and business and a one-year coaching training, and how people work in this world has always been my main point of interest.
If you’re interested in my formal qualifications, you can find them on the about page.
What I found out, however, in the last couple of years of self-organized research, and what I didn’t necessarily learn through formal training, is, that with just a few specific changes in the way we think and act, everything in our lives can change for the better – and this is true for anyone who is willing to be honest with themselves and who is not afraid of change.
We can all live abundant, happy and healthy lives – all we have to do for this is to find out HOW and then practice it – and the HOW is waiting right here for you in the CREATRIX School.
If you want to bring clarity to your purpose and callings – then I’d be more than happy to guide you through this process of self-actualizing, becoming your best self, or your qu_ing self and begin to live the life, you (secretly) know, you are meant to live and to show you how to open up to live and love and move fully and freely.
I can’t wait to welcome you to the CREATRIX School and to introduce you to our wonderful community of people who dare to be generous, happy and free!
Explore the lessons of this chapter
Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 1
Welcome to a New Chapter in the CREATRIX School
Let’s begin to explore the purpose of life and our unique role in it.
In this lesson we will just start by looking at where we are at right now, find out what answers we are looking for and get a bit in the mood of this chapter so we can open up to exploring our mystical side, our purpose and our callings in the next four weeks.
Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 2
Let’s find some clarity
We have a lot to explore this month, so we will use this lesson to find some clarity around the terms we will be using and start diving into the meaning and the purpose of our lives, as well as all the other terms.
And I share a bit about how I got here and how I discovered my callings and the purpose of life.
Purpose – Week 1 – Pt. 3
Why you are whole and perfect as you are
In the last lesson, we looked at the purpose of life and all the other terms we are going to fill with our own unique meaning in this chapter – and today, we will look at ourselves and how we can possibly give ourselves a new, more powerful meaning as well, by discovering that we are perfect already just as we are.
Do you agree? Do you think you’re perfect – yet?
Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 1
Tools for Self-Recognition I: Astrology
In this lesson, we learn how to use our curiosity and our bliss, as well as our astrological birth chart to find out more about ourselves, our wishes, our personality traits, what drives and motivates us, what we like about ourselves, and what some of our challenges are – and then we see how we can begin to resolve them.
Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 2
Tools for self-recognition II: Numerology
After finding out more about ourselves through Astrology, we focus once again on what else is possible for us, when we begin to look at what’s great about ourselves instead of what’s wrong with us ;).
It really makes such a huge difference.
And then we use numerology to recognize ourselves even more and to consider the possibility of inviting in a new (nick) name into our lives, to help strengthen the qualities we would like to cultivate more from now on.
Purpose – Week 2 – Pt. 3
Tools for self-recognition III: Wheel of Colours
Let’s dive a little deeper into getting to know ourselves.
This time we will use the Wheel of Colours to recognize more aspects of ourselves, and I’ll also show you how to use your Wheel of Colours to support you in the changes you’d like to create in your life.
Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 1
Visualise yourself!
I bet that you already see yourself in many new ways and that you are getting more confident and proud of who you are already.
Today, we are going to add one more exercise to help us see our excellent qualities and superpowers and to find out how to best use them for the highest good of all.
Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 2
Stepping Into Your Full Power
How much we’ve learned about ourselves in these last lessons!
Now it’s time to bring it all together and to see how we can use our new knowledge and understanding in the best possible way – so that we can really start to create our futures and enjoy our present, instead of reliving our pasts.
Purpose – Week 3 – Pt. 3
Can you feel how connected you really are?
To anchor everything we’ve learned and to ground ourselves, we’re going to look at the different elements and how we can balance them – as earth, wind, fire, air and aether are we what we share with everything that is.
In this lesson, I also introduce a prayer and our new ritual and recipe for this chapter.
Let’s get mystical. ✨
Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 1
Let’s make sure we are well-supported
Now that we know so much more about ourselves, our purpose, the meaning of life and our role in it, we will look at two more things, which can help us to stay on track no matter what.
One is to find out about our core values, and the other one are the two Source Oracle Cards – because they represent the most important decision we have to make in every second – to proceed guided by love or driven by fear.
Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 2
Purposefully looking back
It’s time to review all that we’ve learned and thought about this month.
Can you remember how much you knew about who you are and your purpose when we started this chapter? And how much more do you know now?
It’s quite a gap we closed, isn’t it? Let’s look at it all again in short form, to make sure it really sticks.
Purpose – Week 4 – Pt. 3
Let’s gather ourselves in all our wholeness and come together as one
Honestly, this was so cool and fun and insightful, wasn’t it?
But we don’t just stop where we are, if we can go further, we will. And that’s why we will finish this chapter by looking at ourselves from our highest perspective to see if we can see ourselves even more clearly from there.
And of course, it’s time to celebrate!