CREATRIX School – PURPOSE Chapter

What are you meant to do in this lifetime?

It seems like knowing the purpose of life would be the most obvious thing.

But, for many, it is not.

I, for example, had no certainty about the purpose and the true meaning of life until I turned 42.

And, until then, I also didn’t know, that with recognizing the purpose of life (something we all share), I would also begin to see how special I was, and how special each one of us is, and that that would lead me to also recognize my unique calling, my unique vision, and my corresponding missions.

And that finding out about all of this would change everything for me!

I promise you, it will do the same for you.

I wouldn’t have believed how huge the difference is, between being sure about what you are doing and why and living with uncertainty, if I hadn’t experienced this change myself.

Living with uncertainty about something as basic as the purpose of life or what each of us is meant to do in this lifetime, destabilizes our whole life, it makes it hard to trust others, or ourselves. Yet, as few people have certainty here, or many people may tell you different things – it can easily seem like there is no purpose or no way of really knowing.

But that isn’t true.

And for that reason, I won’t just be teaching you my answers here, though I will share my experiences, ideas and thoughts. But what I will do is to guide you on a journey to discover YOUR TRUTH for yourself.

Because that’s much more powerful – as when you find it out for yourself, you will know for sure.

There’s no shame in not knowing or uncertainty, either. I’ve lived with it for 40 years, and most people do until they die. However, uncertainty makes life harder, and certainty, makes it easier. So the choice of whether you’d like to find out about this yourself, or not, is always yours to make.

And if you haven’t found out yet, it simply means that you have yet to discover some of the most beautiful aspects about yourself. Which will be so wonderful and such a relief – a true coming home.

But this is not all. Once you know how to find the answers to a question like: “What’s the meaning of life?” or “Who am I?” within yourself, you can be sure that you can also find the answers to all other questions within – which in turn helps you to build your trust in yourself. And once you know how to trust yourself, it also becomes easier to trust others.

So, the next time, you wonder, why you are actually doing what you’re doing and what the purpose of all of this is – think of me and know that you can find the answers to all questions within – and that I’m here to show you how you can do that.

Because the freer, stronger, and more independent you become, as you start to understand your purpose and the meaning of all of this, the more you will begin to thrive.

And once you know what you need to do, and feel, and ask to get to where you want to go in life – your new-found joy and power, certainty and love will have a ripple effect on the world around you and thus may even help those around you to level up with you. Everything you need to know is right here.

I’ve been searching for a meaning or the purpose of life for almost all of my life, and to find it I’ve travelled, I’ve studied, I’ve interviewed people – now I have an MA in anthropology, I have studied different wisdom traditions, religions and schools of thought for more than 20 years and I turned the most useful information I found on the way into this course so that it won’t even take you a month to be able to find these answers for yourself, with my guidance.

Because knowing what you are doing and why will allow you to move through life more gracefully, and it will enable you to direct your actions and experiences, rather than having to react to what’s happening around you.

If you’d like to discover this for yourself, so you can feel happy and empowered, and live your life purposefully, then join the CREATRIX School now.

It’s the new way to live, and this is your opportunity to find out about your purpose and callings and so much more — in just 4-weeks!

Do you sometimes wonder if you are on the right path? And if more or something else could be possible for you?

Would you like to know, once and for all, what you are meant to do in this lifetime?

Would you like to discover your unique gifts and callings that you came to share with this world?

In short: Do you feel like it’s time to have certainty about the purpose of life, what your callings are, your values, and to discover all your unique gifts, that you bring to this world, so that you can live the life you are meant to live and open up to more love, joy, health and abundance?

Would you like to find out how you can free yourself from the expectations of others, and instead begin to tap into your true genius and your superpowers to use them for the greatest good of all?

Then you are invited to join the CREATRIX School and to finally become the CREATRIX of your unique life.

In this chapter, we will find out what Astrology, the Wheel of Colours and our Numerology tell us about ourselves and our life’s path, what our unique values are and how we can use this information to live more authentically, develop our unique strengths and gifts and become really confident in becoming who we were always meant to be.

We will also look at how we can use meditation and visualization techniques to get in touch with our inner knowing and intuition, so they can strengthen our trust in ourselves and give us the answers we seek, and so that from now on, we can always find the highest guidance on our way.

Are you ready? Then let’s get started.

Learn how to discover and live your life’s purpose, your personal vision, and your unique calling(s) with joy and ease

and learn how to trust your inner guidance to find certainty, inspiration and belonging.

In this chapter of the CREATRIX School (or 4-week course) you can learn how to follow your soul’s calling (and how to get in touch with it) to live a happy, meaningful and successful life – according to your original and unique blueprint or the choices our highest self made for you, before you were born. Which might be much more spectacular than you may think now.

Ready to discover who you really are?

In the
creatrix school
we go with the phases of the moon

Full access to all lessons is available to you if you join the CREATRIX School for a year.

This chapter was released with the New Moon on June 25th, 2025.

We always go with the energies of the moon and the seasons of the year in the CREATRIX School for the best results, so I highly recommend joining for a full year – especially as you may like to have clarity, confidence and connection in all areas of your life – to thrive in and enjoy your entire life and not just some of it.

But you can also buy this chapter as a stand-alone course, if you like, and you can try out the first three lessons for €1, to see if this is the right course for you.

And if you like, you can also get a certificate for completing this chapter.

Extras

Practice:

PULL YOUR DAILY CARDS

Ritual:

creating a
perfect day

Recipe:

Lavender
facial toner

The Colour for this chapter is: Purple

The Colour Purple – Completion, Fulfilment, Healing & Wholeness

In the Wheel of Colours, the colour green helps us to focus on what we wish for, pink helps us to create and express in our own unique ways, while white supports us by connecting us with the right people in the best possible ways.

Purple then completes the circle of manifestation by helping us see what we wish for completed and living in gratefulness for the outcome of our manifestation/creation.

When we use the power of purple, everything, even the most daring ideas, become possible – and this makes it the perfect colour to help us to align with our purpose.

My offer to you:

Verena Spilker stands smiling and thinks: Let's make this happen!

Hi, I’m Verena, the founder of the CREATRIX School and the Generous Life Movement and, if you wish, I will be your personal coach on your self-actualization journey, as I’d love to guide you through this chapter of the CREATRIX School.

If you want to live a healthy, happy and joyful life, it’s good to know who you are and what you’re meant to do, to not get confused about your purpose and callings.

Yet, to many people, knowing what’s the best thing for them to do, often seems like an unsolvable riddle.

Maybe they know that they are good at arts, or sports or organizing or business, but does this mean that it is also what we are meant to do?

And how can they be sure?

Lucky for you, you have a very reliable internal guidance system, that can help you to find answers to all of these questions – you just have to learn how to use it right. Your emotions (how you feel about something), your intuition and following your interests will always guide you in the right direction.

You can also ask our (internal) guides, use your psychic vision, and all your senses, really. All you have to do is dare to look inside ourselves, and listen carefully instead of turning to the outside world for your guidance.

And if you’re not yet used to and super comfortable trusting your internal guidance, or getting in touch with it, you can also get help from tools such as Oracle Cards, the Wheel of Colours, Astrology and Numerology – and I’d love to show you how to use all of this in the best possible way and help you to experience for yourself why your internal guidance is so much better than the guidance you can get from someone else (because it is right for you and not someone else).

What most of us have been trained or conditioned to use: rationality or following rules and doing what other people do or trying to please others, are not our best guides (or good guides at all) to living a magical and fulfilling life – they might help you to get by, to fit in, to not draw attention to yourself, but they will not support you to thrive and live your unique and beautiful life freely, generously, lovingly, joyfully and abundantly.

So, in this chapter of the CREATRIX School, I’m going to show you all the tricks I’ve learned over the years to make beginning to live your purpose as fun, effortless and natural as possible.

And I can’t even begin to tell you how excited I am about this.
So here’s what we are going to do:
I quite like the expression: to be on purpose.

To act purposefully, to be aware, to give meaning to what we do.

To live your purpose essentially means to live mindfully, to be present and to become aware of why and how you act and how you can influence that so that it serves you and all those around you.

Most people spend a large part of their lives trying to figure out exactly what they need, and in some areas of their lives they fail again and again until they finally realize what’s been missing – though for some of them it really only happens when they die, as they are okay, with not meeting their needs, or not knowing what their life is about and that’s just fine. We can choose what we want.

But as I was lucky enough to experience myself, even if we live our lives with uncertainty up to a certain point, we do not have to continue this way, if we chose to change things for ourselves.

We have fantastic tools, to help us figure out exactly what we need in most situations and, with this help, can begin to live accordingly.

The Wheel of Colours is one of these tools, which completely changed my life.

It can guide us through the challenges in our lives, and it can also help us to discover our calling, our gifts and our strengths, and through that awareness it helps us to live life with a lot more ease because we understand what we are made of and what we need.

Once we’ve gained a better understanding of where our strengths and weaknesses and challenges in this life are, then we can start to work with that. And the more we use this knowledge and begin to understand ourselves, and what we need, the more empowered we feel, as we begin to succeed more.

So, if you are curious to experience all of this yourself, then I’d love to guide you through the Purpose chapter of the CREATRIX School, and show you how to get there.

Knowing yourself, your unique needs and callings, really changes everything in and about life.

I’m not saying it is all easily accessible at first try, or will be easy to obtain immediately, but all the information you seek will become available if you practice and persist.

Self-actualization also requires some allowing and the bravery to change things, but I promise you, that you won’t regret it. I’ve entered on my own journey to become who I am, today, because I just wanted to be a little bit healthier and happier.

And so I began to look for ways that would help me to be that, which, because I am who I am, quickly turned into a couple of years of research and training.

I have an M.A. in Cultural Anthropology, Political Sciences and Russian, finished a 9-month course in mindfulness and business and a one-year coaching training, and how people work in this world has always been my main point of interest.

If you’re interested in my formal qualifications, you can find them on the about page.

What I found out, however, using my internal guidance, creating these courses, working with clients and in the last couple of years of self-organized research, and what I didn’t learn through formal training, is, that with just a few specific changes in the way we think and act, everything in our lives can change for the better – and this is true for anyone who is willing to be honest with themselves and who is not afraid of change.

We can all live abundant, happy and healthy lives – all we have to do for this is to find out HOW and then practice it – and the HOW is waiting right here for you in the CREATRIX School.

If you want to bring clarity to your purpose and callings – then I’d be more than happy to guide you through this process of self-actualizing, becoming your best self, or your qu_ing self and begin to live the life, you (secretly) know, you are meant to live and to show you how to open up to live and love and move fully and freely.

I can’t wait to welcome you to the CREATRIX School and to be part of a wonderful and growing community of people who dare to be generous, happy and free!

The CREATRIX School is designed to help you find clarity, confidence and connection in all areas of your life – so you can, actually, start creating the life of your dreams.

A new chapter starts with every new moon, and there are thirteen chapters altogether. You can get a certificate for each chapter you complete, and you can see the order of the chapters here.

There are different options for you to join to make the CREATRIX School available for any budget.

If you join the CREATRIX School for a year, you get access to all 13 chapters (Thirteen 4-week courses), including this one once they are released.

Join the CREATRIX School for one year:

  • You’ll receive PDFs of all 13 chapters of the CREATRIX School to bring clarity, confidence & connection to all areas of your life, once they are released.
  • Each chapter consists of 12 lessons, a ritual, a recipe, a practice & a playlist to help you deepen the experience.
  • In each chapter, we look at the healing powers of one of the 13 colours of the Wheel of Colours to help us to integrate them in our unique ways.
  • Each chapter comes with worksheets & exercises to explore your unique inner world, needs, strength and challenges.
  • With this purchase, you can get access to interviews & videos to explore exciting new perspectives on this topic (once they are available).
  • With this purchase, you can get access to a private Facebook Group to ask questions.
  • With this purchase, you can get a 20% discount on your unique Wheel of Colours.
  • With this purchase, you have the option to get a certificate for each chapter you finish.
  • With this purchase, you will have the option to join a CREATRIX Crew for support & community.

Option 1

All 13 Chapters of the CREATRIX School €250
PDF downloads of all 13 chapters (4-week courses) of the CREATRIX School.

Option 2

All 13 Chapters of the CREATRIX School + Q&As €1200
PDF downloads of all 13 chapters (4-week courses) of the CREATRIX School + invitation to 24 Q&As (two per month).

Option 3

All 13 Chapters of the CREATRIX School + Q&As in 3 instalments of €450
PDF downloads of all 13 chapters (4-week courses) of the CREATRIX School + invitation to 24 Q&As (two per month). Pay in three monthly instalments (First instalment due right away, the second and third in the two following months each).

The PURPOSE Chapter comes as a 119-page PDF workbook consisting of 12 lessons, each including exercises, explanations and examples. The lessons are accompanied by a ritual, a practice, a playlist, a recipe and a colour, to help to anchor what you learn in this chapter into your life.

This chapter can also be bought individually for €25 here.

🌈 You have the power to create your reality.

Are you ready to go deep?

The CREATRIX School isn’t for everyone.

But it’s for you if you are ready to go deep and (re)discover all that you’ve been hiding and running away from – and free yourself from it once and for all.

We can all live in Heaven on Earth, but first we have to learn how to forgive and love ourselves and begin to understand that everything in life happens for us, not to us.

We can become the CREATRIXES of our lives, but for that, we have to be honest, clean up our messes, become aware of how much power and influence we have through every thought we think and every word that we say.

If you are willing to take full responsibility for your life, and are ready and brave enough to begin living, acting and speaking as your authentic self, then, this is for you.

You don’t need to bring anything, I’ll guide you towards the questions you can ask yourself to begin to become your own best guide, trust your intuition and allow yourself to be fully YOU – and with that open up to find true love, happiness, freedom, creative expression and all that you’ve been wishing for on the way.

How Does the creatrix school work?

Every course covers a different topic or area of our lives, but is structured similarly:

In the first week, we assess what we have in life right now regarding each topic and begin to think about what we would like to have instead.

In the second week, we turn to our past and clean up, so we can let go of what doesn’t serve us any more, find hidden assumptions that have been blocking us and drop the baggage that has been making our lives difficult and heavy.

In the third week, we focus on what we want to create now and begin to take the steps that will get us where we want to go. That might mean acquiring new skills, reaching out to new people, cleaning up our homes, doing exercises, making art, taking on new practices and so on.

In the last week, we reflect and integrate. Because that is just as important as doing the work if we want to create lasting change.

 

Each week is split up into three separate lessons, which you find on this page.

To read the content takes between 5 and 20 minutes, depending on whether it’s more practical or theoretical.

To follow along 30 minutes will be your minimum weekly time investment.

But just reading the content will only bring you minimum results.

Every lesson comes with exercises and questions for you to work on.

The more time you invest here, the deeper you go, the better your results will be.

Don’t let this time commitment discourage you, though.

This is an investment you make now, which will save you tons of time in the future.

Because if you invest time now, to find clarity about your life and your desires, you will win this time back many times: by not making the same mistakes over and over again, by knowing what to do and how and by simply being good to yourself instead of boycotting what you really want with distractions, avoidance and procrastination.

What else is included?

Each course or chapter comes with a playlist, recipes and rituals, so we can use all our senses to joyfully integrate the topics we are working on.

This also helps to make the changes we create on the inside visible on the outside.

We will also refer to some chapters of my upcoming qu_ing book, which you will get access to through the course content, and in some chapters we will work with the Archetype Oracle Cards Deck I created.

The cards and descriptions we’ll be using will also be made available to print if you join the CREATRIX School.

There is a private Facebook Group you will be invited to join, and I two Q&As each month, so you can get all the questions answers that might come up along the way.

In some chapters, we will also look at our individual Wheel of Colours, as it is a super useful tool to bring more clarity into our lives and to find out what we each need in certain situations.

As I make the Wheel of Colours individually for each person, it’s not included in all course packages, but you will get a discount if you join the CREATRIX School. And you can also participate without knowing your Wheel of Colours. It might just be more fun.

Now all that’s left for you to do is to join and see for yourself.