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Do You Speak Up Enough?

Do You Speak Up Enough?

Dear Future Self, When I was eleven or twelve, I decided not to be completely honest with other people, if it meant that it would hurt their feelings. I did not actually know that was what I was doing, though. I thought I had decided not to say things behind people's...

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What Do You Grieve?

What Do You Grieve?

Dear Future Self, What do you grieve? So far in my life, grief has been coming up again and again. I've not fully resolved all the pains I experienced from my past. So, I keep coming back to grief. Wondering why my heart still feels heavy sometimes, I started...

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Why Do You Bother?

Why Do You Bother?

Photo by me from my archive.Dear Future Self, I've started to write a book. Which is why I won't be writing to you every morning until that's finished. But there are quite a few things that might find a place here as well as in the book. Everything is connected....

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What Do You Know?

What Do You Know?

Photo by Jason Harrell 2018Dear Future Self, What do you know? Do you remember when Madonna was pregnant? Or how quickly she 'recovered' after giving birth? I was 15 or 16 at the time and the only story I had heard up to that point was that once you were pregnant and...

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Do You Believe in God?

Do You Believe in God?

I have to admit that I have my difficulties.

I grew up believing in God. Not that long ago, I opened my very first diary to a random page and read about how grateful I was, that I always had God to talk to.

Then my education made me believe that there was no God. I came to the conclusion that God, or any kind of belief, was used to explain things we couldn’t explain ourselves yet.

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What Are Your Goals?

What Are Your Goals?

What are your goals? My next big goal is to find a beautiful place somewhere and to fill it with new life.

A place that can become a home for me and my family, but also a place for people to come together.

I’m thinking of an abandoned farm, monastery or factory. With lots of space for things to develop. I’d love to bring in community to set it up and bring it to life as well.

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What Do You Dream About?

What Do You Dream About?

Today I have had people around me for two weeks in a row, after a year of mostly being by myself.

In this year, I had friends coming to visit for a weekend occasionally, and I met people sporadically, but I was also going for weeks without being around other people at all.

In the beginning, especially in fall/early winter, it was difficult to be by myself. I thought I wanted to have a family, and a lively house.

It’s all I ever wanted, I thought. But it turned out it was only all I ever knew to want.

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