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Why what you think matters so much
Dear Creatrix,
How are you doing, today?
I’d like to start, today, by sharing a little conversation I had with my guides the other day about this course.
Because when it comes to exploring my desires, I was very reluctant. I feel so comfortable working day in and out, really I get so much joy from it, and it’s where I feel most confident and safe.
I’ve never lived an extravagant or luxurious life. Really, put me in my village in Ukraine, surround me with some kids and chicken, and I’m as happy as I can be.
And to be honest, I’d most definitely wouldn’t have allowed myself to take a course that centres around my own well-being for a year.
I just haven’t been taking myself seriously enough for that yet – or thought that I’d had the right to enjoy myself, really.
I know and believe that I do and that it’s my purpose in life to do that, consciously, yet subconsciously, until now, I wasn’t quite there.
So, while preparing this lesson and thinking about my desires, and how I’d want to spend my time, and that I would have never invested so much time in myself, like I did in the last year, if it weren’t for this CREATRIX School and my belief that I can’t ask you to do exercises, that I haven’t tried myself – my guides were like:
“Duh, if you had been willing to just learn this for yourself, we wouldn’t have asked you to teach it!”
So they had to catch me with what I love to do, and that is helping others.
Personally, I find it so much harder to see someone else suffer than, to see myself suffering.
But it’s changing now – and not in a bad way.
It’s not that I’m going to be there less for others from now on, but more – because I can also take care of myself now and have found the endless wealth of abundance within me – that I’m so excited to share more of this with you in the future.
We’ll see which form it’s going to take.
But either way, we are always getting what we need and not necessarily what we want – unless what we want is for our highest good and the highest good of all.
I had that realization this week as well.
Whenever we hit the sweet spot of wanting something that is, in fact, for the highest good for all, we get that.
But when we want something that’s not for the highest good for all, we simply get what we need, as that is for the highest good for all.
Which makes everything, every wish, very safe really.
And all of this is relevant to today’s topic as well, as we will be speaking about expectations and how to deal with them.
And then we will begin to make some actionable plans for our lives.
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