On Saturday I attended a meeting on autism and telepathy, inspired by the wonderful Telepathy Tapes Podcast – and if you haven’t listened to it yet, find it and listen to it now.

It really is so good. 🌷

The meeting I attended inspired me to write a bit more about my own experiences, which I’d like to share with you, today here as well.

As you may or may not know, I’m self diagnosed AuDHD (A combination of Autism+ADHD), and I might write about why I don’t want to get an official diagnosis another time.

But I’ve been listening to the Telepathy Tapes the past few days, and it felt incredibly validating and healing, and it’s basically just so nice to see the world waking up to our gifts and wisdom.

I didn’t know I was autistic until a few years ago. But the more I realized that I was, the more things started to make sense for me.

And just like people don’t necessarily read me as gay or queer, they don’t necessarily know how autistic I am – because I learned to mask from an early age on.

Yet, I always have and had access to things beyond what the eyes can see.

I could see and perceive other realities, had spiritual knowledge and I communicated with guides, masters, angels and if I ask any question – how to solve any worldly problem – I always get the answers – which is fantastic in itself – but it would even be more fantastic if people in power positions would use this information for good as well. 🙂

Anyway, growing up in this world – my experience has never really been validated, other than when I masked enough, and packaged things well enough, so that neurotypical people could relate and didn’t find it too scary.

But it’s really like being gaslighted all your life – by the whole world.

I knew and know all these things that would be so incredibly helpful for this planet – yet when I shared them with people, especially family, teachers, in the 80s or 90s and still, really, people just don’t believe me, or say I am wrong, that’s not how things work, yet I know it’s true – and in your heart you know it is true as well. 💖

But I understand that if you cannot see all the things, and hear all the things I can, it might be hard to see how someone can hold so much information all at once.

And this is not just my experience, but that of many like me. ✨

I have little proof for what I see and know, just a deep inner knowing, and obviously also validation when I can actually materialize things or get knowledge others can’t, with ease.

So, because, it felt to me, like the world and people around me, didn’t want to hear what I had to say and contribute, I felt silenced, and small and unimportant, and because people were asking for facts, or proof, I studied.

Endlessly. 🐳

I went to university, and I continued to learn all there was to learn about religions, science, consciousness. 🧚‍♀️

So that I can bring in the proof, and because it also helped me feel less alone, and to build up my confidence. 🦋

Because the knowledge we need, to heal our planet and the world has always been out there and available, the majority of people has just not been interested in it, or just didn’t know about it or take it seriously enough. (Or information has been outright oppressed)

As a child, however, because everyone around me told me that I was strange or wrong, even though I knew it wasn’t true, it felt like others can see something I couldn’t, that makes all of the absurdities, and cruelty, wars and self-destruction here on earth seem right, and that I was broken somehow, for believing, for seeing it so clearly, that we can really solve everything with love. 🦄

As a child, I learned to hide my knowings, because it didn’t feel safe to share them with others, I didn’t feel welcome as myself, so I hid the best parts of me, and in adulthood that materialized as epilepsy, anxiety, depression and more. 🍋

Over the last years, I came back to myself. I learned how to heal myself, not the way doctors, psychologist, or other professionals say, but my way, the mystical way, by connecting with the greater consciousness and healing from within. 🌸

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I healed my epilepsy, with my mind, because we, I, and many of those who can see beyond the veil, know how to heal everything, by using our god energy. 💚

And I can show you how you can do that as well. It doesn’t have any side effects, other than more peace, because it brings you back to your pure essence – which is love. 💥

What I see and feel, and so many others too, is right, there is only love, all we have to do is open up to it. 🌻

We’ve silenced our knowing of our all-knowing and interconnectedness for so long, because of the fear of being called insane, of not being believed.

And it’s been so painful to hide for fear of rejection.

So it’s beautiful to see things shift, as they most certainly are through initiatives such as the Telepathy Tapes. 🌿

It is so heart-warming and joyful to see more and more people who are in their heart centre, or who are more spiritual, to open up to the non-material world as well, no matter if they are on the spectrum or not. ☀️

But what is even more fascinating to me is that when I listened to this podcast, which talks mostly about the experiences of the parents and their non-speaking autistic children (in the first season, the second season is about to be released), I can only just marvel at the genius of creation.

All of us who came here as autistic, while being able to speak and communicate clearly, were silenced for so long, and it didn’t really work yet, from an evolutionary perspective, to be powerful enough, to raise the vibration enough, and to bring in enough light for others, for neurotypicals, to see that they are literally destroying themselves by the way they set up their lives and our current societies. 🌱

Our experience was mostly discredited in a world that valued materialism over spirituality, and so we had to mask to survive.

But with more and more parents becoming aware and helping their children, who are non-speakers, and who are not able to mask, these parents can really become the bridge, as they go or went from sceptic to believer, and can therefore help others who are sceptics as well, to open up to the love and light that is there for all. 🕊️

But there needed to be this motherly love connection to help open humanity up – to create this bridge to allow for others to open up as well. There was a need for parents who were willing to learn about unconditional love from their children, in a world that didn’t see the godliness in every single person – though it’s there.

Each and every person on this planet is so incredibly powerful, we just need to wake up to this knowing or remembering. 💫

However, like one of the kids said in the Telepathy Tapes, we just need to reach a critical mass, and we’re on our way, which really feels fantastic and fills my heart with even more love and hope.

And this is thanks to you, as you are here, reading, learning, and believing that love will win, and realizing that the more you open up to it, the more you openly share it, the more your heart opens, the better life will become, for you and for the whole planet.

And I’m incredibly grateful to the people who made the Telepathy Tapes possible, and to all the parents who have been through so much, who didn’t give up on their children, despite the advice of doctors and professionals, and who are opening up to new forms of communication, who are learning patiently and who are guided by love.

Thank you, for helping us create a better world for all and to make a broader understanding of who we are as humans on this earth possible, every day, step by step.

There is so much more to come. It really will get a lot better.

Much love to all 💖